Sunday, July 8, 2012

Too busy

What a busy week. I worked 16hr days sat-fri, and it starts to wear on you. At least my paycheck will be nice. 

I'm over any WD symptoms. Life is normal again, kind of. I bought more shit, tho. As soon as I get over it, I start again. I guess they call this chipping. My main goal is to never binge more than a week, because after 2 weeks, WD becomes a bit more to deal with. Little things, like runny nose and uneasyness, those are easy to do with. Just not the anxiety and depression.

I've been fairly happy. This will not be an exciting post. Really, I am doing this just to stay in the habit. I dont really have any psychological ailments at the time that are needing to be released or vented. I have no food, and need to go shopping. I have been working so much it just hasn't happened. I also need to catch up on my business forays. Lately, I have decided I want to start a private business. I'm not going to say what. It involves farming. But I really think it has potential. I need to get my advertising right, this will all depend on advertising.  I'm just tired of working for other people. I'm not good at following rules - I like to do things my way. 

I have a lot to do today. Sadly, I have decided to take some amphetamines (not meth), and go on a crazy work/cleaning spree. It's kind of pathetic. But it is actually fun. And I'm not going to lie - I get SO much stuff done like this. An amazing amount of work done. So whatever. Maybe I'll have another entry tonight, consisting of me blabbering on all tweaked out about dumb ass shit. Or maybe not. I have things to do.